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Autobiography of a Yogi by Paramhansa Yogananda
Chapter 36: Babaji's Interest in the West"Master, did you ever meet Babaji?"
It was a calm summer night in Serampore; the large stars of the tropics gleamed over our heads as I sat by Sri Yukteswar's side on the second-story balcony of the hermitage.
"Yes." Master smiled at my direct question; his eyes lit with reverence. "Three times I have been blessed by the sight of the deathless guru. Our first meeting was in Allahabad at a Kumbha Mela."
The religious fairs held in India since time immemorial are known as Kumbha Melas; they have kept spiritual goals in constant sight of the multitude. Devout Hindus gather by the millions every six years to meet thousands of sadhus, yogis, swamis, and ascetics of all kinds. Many are hermits who never leave their secluded haunts except to attend the melas and bestow their blessings on worldly men and women.
"I
was not a swami at the time I met Babaji," Sri Yukteswar went
on. "But I had already received Kriya initiation from
Lahiri Mahasaya. He encouraged me to attend the mela which
was convening in January, 1894 at Allahabad. It was my first experience
of a kumbha; I felt slightly dazed by the clamor and surge
of the crowd. In my searching gazes around I saw no illumined face
of a master. Passing a bridge on the bank of the Ganges, I noticed
an acquaintance standing near-by, his begging bowl extended.
"'Oh, this
fair is nothing but a chaos of noise and beggars,' I thought in
disillusionment. 'I wonder if Western scientists, patiently enlarging
the realms of knowledge for the practical good of mankind, are not
more pleasing to God than these idlers who profess religion but
concentrate on alms.'
"My smouldering
reflections on social reform were interrupted by the voice of a
tall sannyasi who halted before me.
"'Sir,'
he said, 'a saint is calling you.'
"'Who is
he?'
"'Come
and see for yourself.'
"Hesitantly
following this laconic advice, I soon found myself near a tree whose
branches were sheltering a guru with an attractive group of disciples.
The master, a bright unusual figure, with sparkling dark eyes, rose
at my approach and embraced me.
"'Welcome,
Swamiji,' he said affectionately.
"'Sir,' I replied emphatically, 'I am not a swami.'
"'Those
on whom I am divinely directed to bestow the title of "swami"
never cast it off.' The saint addressed me simply, but deep conviction
of truth rang in his words; I was engulfed in an instant wave of
spiritual blessing. Smiling at my sudden elevation into the ancient
monastic order,1
I bowed at the feet of the obviously great and angelic being in
human form who had thus honored me.
"Babajifor
it was indeed hemotioned me to a seat near him under the tree.
He was strong and young, and looked like Lahiri Mahasaya; yet the
resemblance did not strike me, even though I had often heard of
the extraordinary similarities in the appearance of the two masters.
Babaji possesses a power by which he can prevent any specific thought
from arising in a person's mind. Evidently the great guru wished
me to be perfectly natural in his presence, not overawed by knowledge
of his identity.
"'What
do you think of the Kumbha Mela?'
"'I was
greatly disappointed, sir.' I added hastily, 'Up until the time
I met you. Somehow saints and this commotion don't seem to belong
together.'
"'Child,'
the master said, though apparently I was nearly twice his own age,
'for the faults of the many, judge not the whole. Everything on
earth is of mixed character, like a mingling of sand and sugar.
Be like the wise ant which seizes only the sugar, and leaves the
sand untouched. Though many sadhus here still wander in delusion,
yet the mela is blessed by a few men of God-realization.'
"In view
of my own meeting with this exalted master, I quickly agreed with
his observation.
"'Sir,'
I commented, 'I have been thinking of the scientific men of the
West, greater by far in intelligence than most people congregated
here, living in distant Europe and America, professing different
creeds, and ignorant of the real values of such melas as
the present one. They are the men who could benefit greatly by meetings
with India's masters. But, although high in intellectual attainments,
many Westerners are wedded to rank materialism. Others, famous in
science and philosophy, do not recognize the essential unity in
religion. Their creeds serve as insurmountable barriers that threaten
to separate them from us forever.'
"'I saw
that you are interested in the West, as well as the East.' Babaji's
face beamed with approval. 'I felt the pangs of your heart, broad
enough for all men, whether Oriental or Occidental. That is why
I summoned you here.
"'East
and West must establish a golden middle path of activity and spirituality
combined,' he continued. 'India has much to learn from the West
in material development; in return, India can teach the universal
methods by which the West will be able to base its religious beliefs
on the unshakable foundations of yogic science.
"'You,
Swamiji, have a part to play in the coming harmonious exchange between
Orient and Occident. Some years hence I shall send you a disciple
whom you can train for yoga dissemination in the West. The vibrations
there of many spiritually seeking souls come floodlike to me. I
perceive potential saints in America and Europe, waiting to be awakened.'"
At this point
in his story, Sri Yukteswar turned his gaze fully on mine.
"My son,"
he said, smiling in the moonlight, "you are the disciple that,
years ago, Babaji promised to send me."
I was happy
to learn that Babaji had directed my steps to Sri Yukteswar, yet
it was hard for me to visualize myself in the remote West, away
from my beloved guru and the simple hermitage peace.
"Babaji
then spoke of the Bhagavad Gita," Sri Yukteswar went
on. "To my astonishment, he indicated by a few words of praise
that he was aware of the fact that I had written interpretations
on various Gita chapters.
"'At my
request, Swamiji, please undertake another task,' the great master
said. 'Will you not write a short book on the underlying basic unity
between the Christian and Hindu scriptures? Show by parallel references
that the inspired sons of God have spoken the same truths, now obscured
by men's sectarian differences.'
"'Maharaj,'2
I answered diffidently,
'what a command! Shall I be able to fulfill it?'
"Babaji
laughed softly. 'My son, why do you doubt?' he said reassuringly.
'Indeed, Whose work is all this, and Who is the Doer of all actions?
Whatever the Lord has made me say is bound to materialize as truth.'
"I deemed
myself empowered by the blessings of the saint, and agreed to write
the book. Feeling reluctantly that the parting-hour had arrived,
I rose from my leafy seat.
"'Do
you know Lahiri?'3
the master inquired. 'He is a great soul, isn't he? Tell him of
our meeting.' He then gave me a message for Lahiri Mahasaya.
"After
I had bowed humbly in farewell, the saint smiled benignly. 'When
your book is finished, I shall pay you a visit,' he promised. 'Good-by
for the present.'
"I left Allahabad the following day and entrained for Benares. Reaching my guru's home, I poured out the story of the wonderful saint at the Kumbha Mela.
"'Oh,
didn't you recognize him?' Lahiri Mahasaya's eyes were dancing with
laughter. 'I see you couldn't, for he prevented you. He is my incomparable
guru, the celestial Babaji!'
"'Babaji!'
I repeated, awestruck. 'The Yogi-Christ Babaji! The invisible-visible
savior Babaji! Oh, if I could just recall the past and be once more
in his presence, to show my devotion at his lotus feet!'
"'Never
mind,' Lahiri Mahasaya said consolingly. 'He has promised to see
you again.'
"'Gurudeva,
the divine master asked me to give you a message. "Tell Lahiri,"
he said, "that the stored-up power for this life now runs low;
it is nearly finished."'
"At my
utterance of these enigmatic words, Lahiri Mahasaya's figure trembled
as though touched by a lightning current. In an instant everything
about him fell silent; his smiling countenance turned incredibly
stern. Like a wooden statue, somber and immovable in its seat, his
body became colorless. I was alarmed and bewildered. Never in my
life had I seen this joyous soul manifest such awful gravity. The
other disciples present stared apprehensively.
"Three
hours passed in utter silence. Then Lahiri Mahasaya resumed his
natural, cheerful demeanor, and spoke affectionately to each of
the chelas. Everyone sighed in relief.
"I realized
by my master's reaction that Babaji's message had been an unmistakable
signal by which Lahiri Mahasaya understood that his body would soon
be untenanted. His awesome silence proved that my guru had instantly
controlled his being, cut his last cord of attachment to the material
world, and fled to his ever-living identity in Spirit. Babaji's
remark had been his way of saying: 'I shall be ever with you.'
"Though
Babaji and Lahiri Mahasaya were omniscient, and had no need of communicating
with each other through me or any other intermediary, the great
ones often condescend to play a part in the human drama. Occasionally
they transmit their prophecies through messengers in an ordinary
way, that the final fulfillment of their words may infuse greater
divine faith in a wide circle of men who later learn the story.
"I soon
left Benares, and set to work in Serampore on the scriptural writings
requested by Babaji," Sri Yukteswar continued. "No sooner
had I begun my task than I was able to compose a poem dedicated
to the deathless guru. The melodious lines flowed effortlessly from
my pen, though never before had I attempted Sanskrit poetry.
"In
the quiet of night I busied myself over a comparison of the Bible
and the scriptures of Sanatan Dharma. 4
Quoting the words of the blessed Lord Jesus, I showed that his teachings
were in essence one with the revelations of the Vedas. To
my relief, my book was finished in a short time; I realized that
this speedy blessing was due to the grace of my Param-Guru-Maharaj.5
The
chapters first appeared in the Sadhusambad journal; later
they were privately printed as a book by one of my Kidderpore disciples.
"The morning
after I had concluded my literary efforts," Master continued,
"I went to the Rai Ghat here to bathe in the Ganges. The ghat
was deserted; I stood still for awhile, enjoying the sunny peace.
After a dip in the sparkling waters, I started for home. The only
sound in the silence was that of my Ganges-drenched cloth, swish-swashing
with every step. As I passed beyond the site of the large banyan
tree near the river bank, a strong impulse urged me to look back.
There, under the shade of the banyan, and surrounded by a few disciples,
sat the great Babaji!
"'Greetings,
Swamiji!' The beautiful voice of the master rang out to assure me
I was not dreaming. 'I see you have successfully completed your
book. As I promised, I am here to thank you.'
"With
a fast-beating heart, I prostrated myself fully at his feet. 'Param-guruji,'
I said imploringly, 'will you and your chelas not honor my near-by
home with your presence?'
"The supreme
guru smilingly declined. 'No, child,' he said, 'we are people who
like the shelter of trees; this spot is quite comfortable.'
"'Please
tarry awhile, Master.' I gazed entreatingly at him. 'I shall be
back at once with some special sweetmeats.'
"When I
returned in a few minutes with a dish of delicacies, lo! the lordly
banyan no longer sheltered the celestial troupe. I searched all
around the ghat, but in my heart I knew the little band had already
fled on etheric wings.
"I was
deeply hurt. 'Even if we meet again, I would not care to talk to
him,' I assured myself. 'He was unkind to leave me so suddenly.'
This was a wrath of love, of course, and nothing more.
"A few
months later I visited Lahiri Mahasaya in Benares. As I entered
his little parlor, my guru smiled in greeting.
"'Welcome,
Yukteswar,' he said. 'Did you just meet Babaji at the threshold
of my room?'
"'Why,
no,' I answered in surprise.
"'Come
here.' Lahiri Mahasaya touched me gently on the forehead; at once
I beheld, near the door, the form of Babaji, blooming like a perfect
lotus.
"I remembered
my old hurt, and did not bow. Lahiri Mahasaya looked at me in astonishment.
"The divine
guru gazed at me with fathomless eyes. 'You are annoyed with me.'
"'Sir,
why shouldn't I be?' I answered. 'Out of the air you came with your
magic group, and into the thin air you vanished.'
"'I told
you I would see you, but didn't say how long I would remain.' Babaji
laughed softly. 'You were full of excitement. I assure you that
I was fairly extinguished in the ether by the gust of your restlessness.'
"I was
instantly satisfied by this unflattering explanation. I knelt at
his feet; the supreme guru patted me kindly on the shoulder.
"'Child,
you must meditate more,' he said. 'Your gaze is not yet faultlessyou
could not see me hiding behind the sunlight.' With these words in
the voice of a celestial flute, Babaji disappeared into the hidden
radiance.
"That
was one of my last visits to Benares to see my guru," Sri Yukteswar
concluded. "Even as Babaji had foretold at the Kumbha Mela,
the householder-incarnation of Lahiri Mahasaya was drawing to a
close. During the summer of 1895 his stalwart body developed a small
boil on the back. He protested against lancing; he was working out
in his own flesh the evil karma of some of his disciples. Finally
a few chelas became very insistent; the master replied cryptically:
"'The body
has to find a cause to go; I will be agreeable to whatever you want
to do.'
"A
short time later the incomparable guru gave up his body in Benares.
No longer need I seek him out in his little parlor; I find every
day of my life blessed by his omnipresent guidance."
Years
later, from the lips of Swami Keshabananda, 6
an advanced
disciple, I heard many wonderful details about the passing of Lahiri
Mahasaya.
"A few
days before my guru relinquished his body," Keshabananda told
me, "he materialized himself before me as I sat in my hermitage
at Hardwar.
"'Come
at once to Benares.' With these words Lahiri Mahasaya vanished.
"I
entrained immediately for Benares. At my guru's home I found many
disciples assembled. For hours that day7
the master expounded
the Gita; then he addressed us simply.
"'I am
going home.'
"Sobs
of anguish broke out like an irresistible torrent.
"'Be
comforted; I shall rise again.' After this utterance Lahiri Mahasaya
thrice turned his body around in a circle, faced the north in his
lotus posture, and gloriously entered the final maha-samadhi.8
"Lahiri
Mahasaya's beautiful body, so dear to the devotees, was cremated
with solemn householder rites at Manikarnika Ghat by the holy Ganges,"
Keshabananda continued. "The following day, at ten o'clock
in the morning, while I was still in Benares, my room was suffused
with a great light. Lo! before me stood the flesh and blood form
of Lahiri Mahasaya! It looked exactly like his old body, except
that it appeared younger and more radiant. My divine guru spoke
to me.
"'Keshabananda,'
he said, 'it is I. From the disintegrated atoms of my cremated body,
I have resurrected a remodeled form. My householder work in the
world is done; but I do not leave the earth entirely. Henceforth
I shall spend some time with Babaji in the Himalayas, and with Babaji
in the cosmos.'
"With a few words of blessing to
me, the transcendent master vanished. Wondrous inspiration filled
my heart; I was uplifted in Spirit even as were the disciples of
Christ and Kabir9
when they had gazed on their living gurus after physical death.
"When I
returned to my isolated Hardwar hermitage," Keshabananda went
on, "I carried with me the sacred ashes of my guru. I know
he has escaped the spatio-temporal cage; the bird of omnipresence
is freed. Yet it comforted my heart to enshrine
his sacred remains."
Another
disciple who was blessed by the sight of his resurrected guru was
the saintly Panchanon Bhattacharya, founder of the Calcutta Arya
Mission Institution.10
I visited Panchanon
at his Calcutta home, and listened with delight to the story of
his many years with the master. In conclusion, he told me of the
most marvelous event in his life.
"Here in
Calcutta," Panchanon said, "at ten o'clock of the morning
which followed his cremation, Lahiri Mahasaya appeared before me
in living glory."
Swami Pranabananda,
the "saint with two bodies," also confided to me the details
of his own supernal experience.
"A few
days before Lahiri Mahasaya left his body," Pranabananda told
me at the time he visited my Ranchi school, "I received a letter
from him, requesting me to come at once to Benares. I was delayed,
however, and could not leave immediately. As I was in the midst
of my travel preparations, about ten o'clock in the morning, I was
suddenly overwhelmed with joy to see the shining figure of my guru.
"'Why hurry
to Benares?' Lahiri Mahasaya said, smiling. 'You shall find me there
no longer.'
"As the
import of his words dawned on me, I sobbed broken-heartedly, believing
that I was seeing him only in a vision.
"The master
approached me comfortingly. 'Here, touch my flesh,' he said. 'I
am living, as always. Do not lament; am I not with you forever?'"
From the lips
of these three great disciples, a story of wondrous truth has emerged:
At the morning hour of ten, on the day after the body of Lahiri
Mahasaya had been consigned to the flames, the resurrected master,
in a real but transfigured body, appeared before three disciples,
each one in a different city.
"So when this corruptible shall have put on incorruption, and this mortal shall have put on immortality, then shall be brought to pass the saying that is written, Death is swallowed up in victory. O death, where is thy sting? O grave, where is thy victory?"11
1 Sri Yukteswar was later formally initiated into
the Swami Order by the Mahant (monastery head) of Buddh Gaya.
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2
"Great King"-a title of respect.
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3
A guru usually refers to his own disciple simply by his name, omitting
any title. Thus, Babaji said "Lahiri," not "Lahiri
Mahasaya."
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4 Literally, "eternal religion," the name given to the body of Vedic teachings. Sanatan Dharma has come to be called Hinduism since the time of the Greeks who designated the people on the banks of the river Indus as Indoos, or Hindus. The word Hindu, properly speaking, refers only to followers of Sanatan Dharma or Hinduism. The term Indian applies equally to Hindus and Mohammedans and other inhabitants of the soil of India (and also through the confusing geographical error of Columbus, to the American Mongoloid aboriginals).
The
ancient name for India is Aryavarta, literally, "abode of the
Aryans." The Sanskrit root of arya is "worthy, holy, noble."
The later ethnological misuse of Aryan to signify not spiritual,
but physical, characteristics, led the great Orientalist, Max Muller,
to say quaintly: "To me an ethnologist who speaks of an Aryan
race, Aryan blood, Aryan eyes and hair, is as great a sinner as
a linguist who speaks of a dolichocephalic dictionary or a brachycephalic
grammar."
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5
Param-Guru is literally "guru supreme" or "guru beyond,"
signifying a line or succession of teachers. Babaji, the guru of
Lahiri Mahasaya, was the param-guru of Sri Yukteswar.
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6
My visit to Keshabananda's ashram is described on pp. 405-408.
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7
September 26, 1895 is the date on which Lahiri Mahasaya left his
body. In a few more days he would have reached his sixty-eighth
birthday.
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8
Facing the north, and thrice revolving the body, are parts of a
Vedic rite used by masters who know beforehand when the final hour
is about to strike for the physical body. The last meditation, during
which the master merges himself in the Cosmic AUM, is called the
maha, or great, samadhi.
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9 Kabir was a great sixteenth-century saint whose large following included both Hindus and Mohammedans. At the time of his death, the disciples quarreled over the manner of conducting the funeral ceremonies. The exasperated master rose from his final sleep, and gave his instructions. "Half of my remains shall be buried by the Moslem rites;" he said, "let the other half be cremated with a Hindu sacrament." He then vanished. When the disciples opened the coffin which had contained his body, nothing was found but a dazzling array of gold-colored champak flowers. Half of these were obediently buried by the Moslems, who revere his shrine to this day.
In
his youth Kabir was approached by two disciples who wanted minute
intellectual guidance along the mystic path. The master responded
simply:
"Path presupposes distance;
If He be near, no path needest thou at all.
Verily it maketh me smile
To hear of a fish in water athirst!"
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10
Panchanon established, in a seventeen-acre garden at Deogarh in
Bihar, a temple containing a stone statue of Lahiri Mahasaya. Another
statue of the great master has been set by disciples in the little
parlor of his Benares home.
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11
I Corinthians 15:54-55.
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